![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Life...
...is something I don't want to deal with.
Classes start for me tomorrow - I know, most people have already been back to school for a week or so at least. But I haven't. I've had family (namely my brother) home for a while before they left again, and worked for a while at one and then both of my jobs. So what if I like being lazy and not working the retail job as much? Not like my boss at the retail job complains, I'm one of the fastest cashiers he's got who knows the rules and works with them. I've never gotten a bad comment in a review.
I'd commented on Fyre's pic...but I don't know what happened to the comment. If you read this Fyre (um...not bloody likely) then I worship your skills. Eh, rant rant...
I need to vent...okay, I fucking hate Mary Sues. Not just in the 'they destroy Canon' or 'they fuck up storylines' way but in the 'Can I torture their creator until they stop fucking making them?' way. Koreena...oh dear lord, Koreena riles me up like very few others have. Others include Kat, 'Dessa, Aria, and yes, even Star. We all had fucking Mary Sues - hell, I don't like how I ended up having to play Jateshi in that fucked up RPG because, by the end, there was no other way to go.
There is nothing that can get under my skin so well in a roleplay as Godmodding either. Kat, I'm still pissed at you for the shit you tried to pull on Jateshi. Thank yous go out to Kodomo and Artema for Admining her arse and getting her to stop, though no, I haven't put it away. Some things are hard for me to let slide and the fact that you honestly didn't seem to understand what was fucking wrong with it in the first place has not helped.
Those who are in the New Beginnings RPG and are reading this...I did what I wanted to do - I got you all to start. I helped throw out ideas. After my chat with some friends, I've decided to simply make something plain to you all - I'm not joining the RPG itself. Kodomo, go ahead and strip me of the somewhat nifty admin powers, and Erin, feel free to bitch me out but all I wanted to do was try to save something I loved. You all started again, Erin worked out some evil plot idea - congrats, that was what I wanted. That was all that I wanted though, as I look at the difference of the old roleplay and what I am in now...frankly, I like the diffuculty I have in getting my way in the Hogwarts RPG versus the relative god-like power I had in BCOH. I'm enjoying getting into trouble in ways that either I would never have thought of in the old roleplay or anyone would have been too scared to do.
Also, I hate people who lie to me. Ariel/Estelle/whoever the fuck you are, don't lie. Save what grace you have and don't lie to me...I knwo you cheated on your apps for the two characters you have, and with confirmation that Blaise is a male, you have to give him up at least. You have to give up Natalie also since you cheated on her app, but I was being nice in my PM to you.
It's nice to get a few things out of my system. If I offend, uh...I really am being blunt when I say I don't care.
:3 And I love yaoi/yuri/shonen ai. SIRIUS AND REMUS! *glomps them both*
no subject
And if you're not going to participate in New Beginnings (although that announcement didn't particularily surprise me), then I'm just going to revoke your admin rights, if not close the entire board. It seems like we've just sucked the life right out of that RPG and need to move on.
no subject
I'm trying to find people to play for New Beginnings and I hope you'll not close it before they can try to work within the world.
If you do decide to close, send out a message to the members so I can grab what things I want from the board and download the entire RPG. It may have been odd at the end but I poured a good chunk of my soul into it and don't want it to vanish like Part 1 did on Fyre's MB.
no subject