Life...

[jateshi]

...is something I don't want to deal with.

Classes start for me tomorrow - I know, most people have already been back to school for a week or so at least.  But I haven't.  I've had family (namely my brother) home for a while before they left again, and worked for a while at one and then both of my jobs.  So what if I like being lazy and not working the retail job as much?  Not like my boss at the retail job complains, I'm one of the fastest cashiers he's got who knows the rules and works with them.  I've never gotten a bad comment in a review.

I'd commented on Fyre's pic...but I don't know what happened to the comment.  If you read this Fyre (um...not bloody likely) then I worship your skills.  Eh, rant rant...

I need to vent...okay, I fucking hate Mary Sues.  Not just in the 'they destroy Canon' or 'they fuck up storylines' way but in the 'Can I torture their creator until they stop fucking making them?' way.  Koreena...oh dear lord, Koreena riles me up like very few others have.  Others include Kat, 'Dessa, Aria, and yes, even Star.  We all had fucking Mary Sues - hell, I don't like how I ended up having to play Jateshi in that fucked up RPG because, by the end, there was no other way to go.

There is nothing that can get under my skin so well in a roleplay as Godmodding either.  Kat, I'm still pissed at you for the shit you tried to pull on Jateshi.  Thank yous go out to Kodomo and Artema for Admining her arse and getting her to stop, though no, I haven't put it away.  Some things are hard for me to let slide and the fact that you honestly didn't seem to understand what was fucking wrong with it in the first place has not helped. 

Those who are in the New Beginnings RPG and are reading this...I did what I wanted to do - I got you all to start.  I helped throw out ideas.  After my chat with some friends, I've decided to simply make something plain to you all - I'm not joining the RPG itself.  Kodomo, go ahead and strip me of the somewhat nifty admin powers, and Erin, feel free to bitch me out but all I wanted to do was try to save something I loved.  You all started again, Erin worked out some evil plot idea - congrats, that was what I wanted.  That was all that I wanted though, as I look at the difference of the old roleplay and what I am in now...frankly, I like the diffuculty I have in getting my way in the Hogwarts RPG versus the relative god-like power I had in BCOH.  I'm enjoying getting into trouble in ways that either I would never have thought of in the old roleplay or anyone would have been too scared to do.

Also, I hate people who lie to me.  Ariel/Estelle/whoever the fuck you are, don't lie.  Save what grace you have and don't lie to me...I knwo you cheated on your apps for the two characters you have, and with confirmation that Blaise is a male, you have to give him up at least.  You have to give up Natalie also since you cheated on her app, but I was being nice in my PM to you.

It's nice to get a few things out of my system.  If I offend, uh...I really am being blunt when I say I don't care.

:3 And I love yaoi/yuri/shonen ai.  SIRIUS AND REMUS! *glomps them both*

Comments

[erin-hime.livejournal.com]

*wasn't going to bitch anyway* Heh, yeah, I figured you probably wouldn't end up joining anyway after this long. I'm just sad that you enjoy the new RP so much that it seems as if you don't really care about your old BCoH friends anymore. Which, by the way, probably comes from the fact that I seem to keep losing on-line friends. Oo

But, hey, at least I know now why you were doing it. And sadly, I think New Beginings may have died before it had a chance to live. I know I for one have had no inspiration on it, and, yeah.

'Dessa was a piss you off Sue? Well, if that's the case, I'm sorry, and I didn't realize I has doing it. If not, then, ok, I'll agree with you that she was a Sue. Still is, mostly likely, but not nearly as bad as she was. At least I don't think so.

I kinda wish I was able to stay with Hogwarts Adventure, but, unforuately, it was way too confusing for me.

Why do I like posting long comments?

[jateshi.livejournal.com]

Erin, if I didn't care about my old BCOH friends, why would I keep tabs on you all? I'd just turn a cold shoulder to the lot of you if I didn't care...and I haven't.

Odessa was a Sue...that ticked me off. Not you, not what her character did - just the fact that she was a Sue.

Sorry that Hogwarts was too confusing for you though, it's a great RPG. I can understand the troubles of switching from a single-thread to a multi-forum style though...it is confusing.

We're retiring Keiko since you're not playing her, just to let you know. As for long comments...

I do it to. *shrugs* Way of the writer or some corny phrase like that.